Tried getting up on both sides of the bed today, hoping one would be right. No luck. Morning phone call from my ma. Tried to reassure her but I really have no idea. The wind is whistling outside, Gata meowing in, and me grumping about all of it.

What is fair and what isn't? If it weren't so cold and windy I would throw all the windows open and clear this house out. The air needs some clearing. I could drink a lot of water. Cancel credit cards. Wash clothes. Nothing will be fixed by it, trust me. An article I saw yesterday had firemen and businessmen and little girls meditating.

To keep the cat from attacking the printer I have closed her out of this room. The fish tank needs filling, its gurgle is distracting. Wind on the left, water on the right...